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all better now?

Fri Sep 18, 2009, 9:26 PM
So I have been feeling really depressed the past few weeks. Everyone kept asking me why i was so depro:cries:, but i had no answer for them. So I isolated myself to think and this is what I came up with:

A year ago someone I dated treated me like shit:raincloud:. They broke my heart:heartbreaker:, and unfortunately my confidence as well. I went from loud extrovert before dating them, to complete shy introvert after the person broke me. It never occurred to me that what happened then would influence my life in such a tremendous way. Where I was the life of the party before, I now can't have proper conversations with anyone because i believe that everyone dislikes me:stupidme:. I can't go out with my friends because I just can't seem to enjoy myself - and that's not normal!

Maybe now that I know what broke me down i can start building myself back up. It's no fun realising that you've lost all your confidence. Even less fun to suddenly see how someone that was a bit careless with your heart in the past, can influence your life so much in the future!

My advice to you all is this: Don't change who you are to the likes of someone you love. Always stay true to yourself. And keep your heart close - protect them with all you have! They are such delicate things...
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  • Interests: photography, music, playing guitar, vampires, blood, art
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  • Favourite genre of music: Indie Rock, Old School Punk
  • Favourite photographer: Autumn de Wilde
  • Favourite style of art: Expressive Photography
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  • Tools of the Trade: Canon EOS400D camera and my imagination

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:iconanikathropolous:
This was a long time ago, but thanks for the watch! :blowkiss:
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